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The First Half of My Life
Episode 16
Then based on what you said, this seemed to be a good thing.
But you know that the person in B&T in charge of this project is Tang Jing.
To avoid arousing suspicions, it isn't convenient for me to interfere with this project.
That's why, I want to let you go.
I...
I fear that... Yes, this project indeed
is a rare opportunity for any of the project manager here in the company.
But I fear that I'm not suitable.
After all, working with B&T is such a huge challenge.
If there is anyone in Chen Xing right now who is able to do this job,
it is only you.
If you have any problem, we can communicate anytime. I can give you suggestions.
But the person who must be in the front line is you.
If you are able to achieve greater, faster, better, and more economical results than B&T,
not only Chen Xing, but individually, you will rise into fame in the business world.
But...I working with Tang Jing...isn't that a bit not suitable?
You also know
- that towards me, Tang Jing is--- I know.
But you also know Tang Jing's professionalism.
Work is work. Personal relationship is personal relationship.
But I have a pile of problems at home right now. I indeed am afraid that it will affect the work.
There isn't really anything that you can't manage right?
You just have two wives?
The more children you have, the more wives you have, the more you should work hard, am I right?
Fine. I'll treat it as you accepting it already.
Thank you. You said that you are asking me to help you but actually, you are trying to promote me.
Helping each other.
Junsheng.
Didn't you went home early to clean up the house?
I initially planned to go.
Later...aren't your parents going there this lunchtime?
I was thinking that if Jiaqing and I go there now, it might get a bit awkward.
Old people are a bit traditional. It will be fine after some time.
I understand their feelings.
And also, don't worry. I'm psychologically prepared.
People don't usually slap a smiling apologetic person, right?
If not because you are very considerate, with this journey full of trials,
we won't be able to end up as we are right now.
Since it wasn't easy, but we're now together,
we must live well from now on.
We will, Junsheng. It hasn't been easy for the two of us.
I will treasure this.
Ping'er, come. Look at your room.
Look at how big your room is.
There is a huge bed, so comfortable, right?
Look, the advantage of having a new house
is that you can design it to whatever you want.
Look. That wall is all empty.
You can think about what posters you want to place there.
Think about what huge toy you want to place on that corner of your room. Right? Let's go.
I don't want to enter this room! This room is too dark!
Too dark?
Tomorrow, I'll help you make the lighting brighter then.
We must sleep early today, wake up by 6:30 am tomorrow,
and leave by 7 am.
We have to ride the bus to your school, and I have to go to work.
I'll fetch you tomorrow after work.
That's why, you might need to wait in your school for me for a little more while.
But no matter what, don't run off. Just wait for me in your school. Okay?
Let's go. Hurry and go to sleep.
I don't want to!
I don't want to live here! I want to go home!
Ping'er, this is now our home. We will be living here from now on.
We can't go back to our old house anymore?
Basically, it's like that.
But if you are willing, you can also go back
during weekends to play with your grandparents and father.
Why did father let us live in such a rundown house?
Is it? I don't feel that it's rundown.
Let's just try to decorate, and it will be better once we're get used to living here.
After a while, you won't find this place rundown anymore.
Let's go. Hurry and go to sleep. Or else, you might not be able to wake up tomorrow.
Mommy, I don't want to live in that dark room.
I want to sleep with you.
Okay. Sleep with me.
Sleep with me today. Let's go.
Sleep. Be good.
I don't want to stay here. I want to go home.
Ping'er, you're being too noisy. I can't sleep anymore.
We still have to wake up tomorrow.
I want to go...I want to go home...
I don't want to stay here.
I want...
If you keep being like this, I'll get angry already. I'll let you go back to your own room to sleep.
I don't want!
I want to go home.
Ping'er, don't cry. We have to wake up early tomorrow.
Don't cry anymore. Hurry and go to sleep.
I want to go...I want to go home.
I don't...I don't...
I don't want to stay here.
I don't...I don't want to stay here.
I want...
Before, you just need to walk, and you're already in your school.
Right now, since we have moved, we need to ride a bus until three stops. It's also quite convenient.
Why did daddy let us move into a place like this that's so far from the school?
And even let us ride the bus.
A lot of kids ride the bus to go to school.
This is called being environmentally friendly. Don't your teacher always say that?
Being environmentally friendly is using public transportation more. Understand?
We will ride the 56 Road bus and get off on the third stop.
Have you memorized it?
Bye-bye!
I'm already late. You go in first.
Bye-bye. Bye-bye.
- Good morning, little kid.- Good morning.
My shoe has fallen! My shoe!
Hey, I lost my shoe. Can't you just give me this ride?
I also just came out of my house and currently stuck in traffic.
I probably need 50 minutes to reach you so you surely will be late.
How about you inform your store manager beforehand?
How am I supposed to say it to her? I'll tell her that I lost my shoe, so I was late?
How am I supposed to tell her that? Moreover, if I am late today,
my full attendance bonus will be gone.
What to do?
Let me think...
He Han should pass by your location when he goes to work.
How about you call him first and see if he has left already or where is he now?
Maybe he can fetch you in passing.
Oh, really?! That's great! I'll call him now then.
Bye-bye.
Hello.
Hello, Director He,
Brother He, where are you?
Where am I? Xujiahui.
Oh, that's great! You are in Xujiahui? I'm also in Xujiahui!
Can you come to fetch me?
In my way to work today, my shoe fell off due to the being pushed by the crowd.
I'm currently standing on the street barefoot.
Sorry. I can't help you with that.
I am indeed passing by your location, but I cannot let you hitch a ride with me.
You can only think of a way by yourself.
If you can't find a way, then it means that you didn't prepare enough beforehand.
Because if I fetch you today,
then you will think that you already have a back-up.
That whenever you meet any problem, someone will come help you.
But in reality, it will never be that coincidental
that someone will let you hitch a ride with them at the most critical time.
That's why, it's all up to you.
Hey! Hey! What do you mean by that?
I...It's my first day in our new house today.
When I came out, I was in a bit of a hurry. After dropping my son off at his school,
I was about to ride the subway train to work.
How would I know that my shoe will fall off due to the crowd?
I didn't mean for it to happen.
And moreover, I only asked you to help me for today and didn't ask you
to fetch me everyday. What do you mean?!
Moreover, if you won't fetch me, then don't.
Why say so many nonsense and highfalutin reasons?! Bye-bye!
Hello?
Tang Jing!
He's in the Xujiahui District, but he's refusing to pick me up!
I can't believe these kinds of people exist in the world!
- He doesn't act like a person when he's crazy. Okay, I'll pick you up. Wait for me.
Okay, okay. Hurry up! Bye!
The shoes are over there. You should be able to wear my size.
Ah, I'm so angry it's making me insane!
This madman's making me insane! Who even does this kind of thing?
Not picking me up even though he's nearby, and making me stand barefoot on the street
for people to laugh at! Seriously!
I'm telling you, Tang Jing. Recently I even thought --
I thought he was a relatively kind, empathetic person.
But today I realized that he's really just cold-blooded from head to toe! I've never met anybody like this!
You're so incredibly lucky that you didn't marry him.
It's the wisest decision of your entire life.
The kindest person in the world is you, not him!
I may be kind, but I still can't guarantee that you won't be late.
Judging by the situation, you'll need to come out even earlier tomorrow.
Yeah.
So how's living in your new home so far?
If you need anything, I can deliver it to you in the afternoon.
I'm okay. It's just Ping'er. He cried all night about wanting to go home.
You didn't get much rest either, did you?
Slept at 2 A.M., woke up at 4 A.M.
Looks like I'll need some time to adapt, too.
When I get off from work, I'll come to visit you.
My shoes got lost in the crowd,
and my friend had to pick me up.
I even had to borrow her shoes in order to come to work.
Does losing your shoes count as an excuse? Just because your shoes fell off doesn't mean your feet fell off!
You can always find some way to get to work on time!
Besides, we sell shoes. It's not like we would've made you work barefoot.
Yes, I know your work performance is good. But that's not a reason for you to be late.
Yes, I know.
You look exhausted. Would you like to find a bed and nap a while first?
No, no, I don't need to.
All right. Well, since you arrived late, you can leave a little past your shift.
Your post-shift stocking and closing duties will serve as a warning today. I won't count this against your full attendance bonus.
But I need to pick up my kid.
Then I'll lower your bonus instead.
Oh, no no no. Don't lower it. I'll take care of stocking.
Okay. Go to do your work.
You're in a good mood today, inviting me out to lunch.
I'm here to talk to you about something.
You mean the Luo Zijun situation this morning?
So you admit that you're in the wrong?
No. I already told her my reasons through the phone. She should understand.
You could've given her a ride and told her the reasons in the car.
Then she would have understood even better, and she would've been grateful towards you too.
Why would I want her to be grateful towards me?
She gets helpless over tiny problems like these.
She even had to call you for you to go out of your way to pick her up.
When I told her on the phone that I couldn't help her,
she spited me for it and tattled to you.
You think this kind of person has potential?
What will she do in the face of bigger problems? This is comparable to raising a child:
If you constantly feed him his food, he'll never learn how to eat on his own.
If Luo Zijun really meets a big problem,
like when she had to send her family member to the emergency room last time,
then I believe I'm obliged to put down my work and give her a ride to the hospital.
But that wasn't the case this time.
Tang Jing, this sort of tough love
is the real attitude you should have towards your friends and loved ones.
You're right.
- Sir, your to-go sandwiches are ready.- Thank you.
You ordered to-go?
I still have work to take care of. I'll eat it upstairs.
Enjoy yourself.
[ Luo Zijun ]
Hello?
Ping'er!
Ms. Tang Jing!
Why are you picking me up today?
Your mom's working extra hours today, so I'm picking you up. We can go eat yummy food,
and then we'll pick up your mom and go home together. Okay?
- Okay!- Let's go.
Yay!
- Put on your seat belt, okay? - Bao Bao Guo candy!
There are snacks in the back, help yourself.
What do you want to eat tonight?
I wanna eat pizza, is that okay?
Sure!
I want to go to the restaurant my dad always took me to,
but I don't know the name.
Can you call my dad and ask?
If you want to eat pizza,
your Auntie Tang Jing knows the best pizza restaurant in all of Shanghai. Want to go there?
But what if it's not tasty?
I could also take you into the back kitchens
to see how pizza's made!
That's awesome!
Do you know the people there?
Of course! But you have to agree to something.
No problem.
Today you have to sleep early. No crying allowed.
- No problem!- Pinky promise.
Pinky promise!
Real men keep their word!
Okay.
Let's go!
No, I wanna go home!
I don't care, I wanna go home.
Ping'er, didn't we agree to sleep early after pizza?
I don't want to!
You're a real man, you need to keep your word.
No, I don't want to! I wanna go home.
Mom will let you watch a couple more cartoon episodes.
I don't want to watch cartoons! I just wanna go home!
Doesn't Ms. Tang Jing drive? Why can't you ask her to take me home?
This is your home.
Your old home already has others living in it. Your home is wherever your mom is.
But doesn't Dad still live there?
And Grandpa and Grandma?
How is it someone else's house?
Because there's also another auntie living there who you haven't met.
Tang Jing!
Here, come over here.
Mom's got you. Be a good kid.
- There, there.- I want to go home.- We're home.
Ping'er, go to sleep.
I wanna go home.
Ping'er is the best. Don't cry, okay?
I want to go home.
Okay. We're home, we're home.
I want to go home.
- Is Ping'er asleep?- Yeah.
Maybe he fell asleep so quickly today because
he didn't get any rest last night.
This is like a siege in war.
You need to think about every step. Leave room to retreat.
Otherwise you'll tire yourself to death.
Today, as I was holding Ping'er, I wondered
whether or not I'm being too selfish
by forcing my kid to suffer through this with me.
I'm doing what I feel is best, not what Ping'er feels is best.
Maybe if he'd stayed with Chen Junsheng, he'd be happier.
Stop talking that way. Stop thinking that.
Being put off by a foreign bed is normal for kids. It'll blow over in a couple days.
If you really put him in Chen Junsheng's hands,
then his relationship with Ling Ling -- his relationship with Ling Ling's son --
could truly be a harmful influence on his emotions.
It'll all work itself out at the end.
All the problems you faced in the past
worked out alright, didn't they?
The future will be the same. The mountains you struggle to climb today
will seem small when you look back at them in the future.
Go to sleep, okay? The more struggles you have, the more you need to eat and sleep well.
Otherwise you won't have the strength to fight.
I'm not leaving today. I'll stay here for the night.
Tomorrow morning I'll give you and Ping'er a ride.
That'd be great.
Without you, I really wouldn't know
what to do with my past or present problems.
Is it alright that you're still here so late?
Right now Ling Ling is taking care of her son. She moved in, and my parents are living with us.
It's kind of hard to avoid disagreements.
If I go home, it'll be hard to watch.
But if I don't go home, Ling Ling will have to face my parents by herself,
so I'm still worried.
You don't need to worry that much.
Since your parents agreed to let her move in.
that shows your parents already approve.
They also know it can't be undone.
From the outside it looks like you want to give them a way out, but there won't be any big problems.
As for Ling Ling being mistreated, that's the cycle of karma.
Since she chose to get involved with your family,
she just has to swallow the bitter consequences.
That's the price of love.
Alright, you go home. I'll help you finish up.
How I can I let you do that?
Not going home is evading your responsibility, right?
Whatever you haven't finished, I still have an hour to finish up.
After all you have to care for your parents and your children, and going home earlier is good for you too.
I'm by myself so leaving earlier or later doesn't make a difference. You get going.
Ok, then, I'll go.
Drive carefully.
- Morning, Director Tang.- Morning.
- Amy.- Yes?
What is it, Director Tang?
Will you see if there's any hot coffee outside? Could you get me a cup?
Sure.
How high is the air conditioning right now? How come it's so cold?
You're wearing so little, you're not cold?
No, it's always at 25 degrees.
Director Tang, do you have a cold?
No, I probably just didn't sleep well last night.
- Hurry and get my coffee.- Ok.
Come in.
Why are you guys here?
People upstairs and downstairs are all neighbors. Visiting each other promotes good relations.
Long time no see.
If it wasn't for some important matters, you wouldn't have enough time to hide.
How come you've especially come to see me? Taken the initiative to come right to my doorstep?
We've come to find you representing Chen Xing to discuss a collaboration.
Collaborate on what?
Carmen.
Get yourself a chair.
Looks like you don't know yet. I can explain things to you first.
Carmen cannot completely trust us, nor completely trust B&T.
So if we were to collaborate, one do the first stage and one to the second,
then we can both obtain this contract.
No problem. This is a good thing.
We can each have a share of the pie, and you won't have to waste all your previous efforts.
But it won't be appropriate for me to take part in this project.
So, you want to bring him to do it?
So in the next six months, I will extraordinarily often meet
this wife-abandoning Chen Junsheng, Mr. Chen, to closely collaborate.
I hope you won't bring prejudices from day to day life to work.
But if outside of work you are an inconsistent person who is never satisfied with what he has,
does that mean at work you suddenly transform
and become honest and true, courageously pressing forward with indomitable will?
I really think that my performance at work
measures up to your phrase of being honest and true, willing to press forward.
Tang Jing, Zijun and I have already divorced.
I've already bore the consequences of all of my actions,
so can you be magnanimous and let the past be the past?
To you it's already the past, but from Lou Zijun's perspective it's still the present.
Do you know that these few days your son cries all night about wanting to go home?
Do you know that to keep him calm Zijun stays up the whole night without sleeping, and the next day still goes to work?
Right now you're wealthy and comfortable, in a land of warmth and tenderness, but what about those two?
Have you asked them? Have you cared?
I called her, and she didn't pick up. I texted her, and she didn't respond.
I'm afraid if I go she'll be more hurt.
On Friday I'll pick up our son for the weekend.
What you've said I really didn't know about.
Enough, enough, let's not talk about this anymore, ok?
He Han, change to someone else. Anyone will do. Besides Chen Junsheng.
But right now Chen Xing's best and most suitable person is Chen Junsheng.
If you insist on disagreeing, then we'll have to go find Luo Ping.
You can't go to that bastard.
So we'll throw him aside once we're done with this case.
I think -- or at least I hope -- that Luo Ping and I will grow closer.
And this could be an opportunity for me to help you with your work and learn from you.
All right. But keep in mind that if you can't keep up with the pace of my work,
you will look like a fool.
I hope you won't be too distracted from your work by being with your new wife.
I believe I will exceed your expectations.
All right, I'll leave you two to yourselves.
What's wrong? You seem down. Are you sick?
No, I just didn't sleep well last night.
Why would I be sick?
It's nothing a few cups of coffee won't solve.
Even eight consecutive hours of meetings won't knock me down.
Hey, boss, you have a fever. Come on, we're going to the hospital.
- I'm not going.- Ms. Tang, it's time for your meeting.
- Give me five minutes.- Let everyone know that the meeting is canceled.
- Wait, hold on!- Your boss is going to the hospital for a fever reliever shot.
- But even if I'm sick...- You can go now.
But even if I have a fever, I can just take some fever reliever pills!
A fever that high requires a shot. Okay, hospital, let's go.
- Okay, okay.- Let's go.
What are you doing? Do you need to work that hard?
I need to assign all the tasks from our agreement to my consultants.
They need to start preparing these as soon as possible.
You're not planning on going back to work later, are you?
Of course I am!
I've already wasted the whole morning in the hospital.
Can this thing drip faster?
Definitely not. If it drips faster, you'll die.
Wouldn't that mean you'd have wasted the later part of your life?
Isn't this just a fever? Why do I need an IV anyway?
Don't people nowadays say that you should avoid getting IVs as much as possible?
You're so sick you're on the verge of pneumonia!
An IV will let you recover more quickly.
And don't forget to take this medicine when you get home.
Can you also help me with something else?
What do you need?
Can you buy Ping'er some toys and deliver them to Zijun for me?
You're already this sick, but you still can't forget about Luo Zijun?
Okay, you have no idea how tragically Ping'er cries every night.
You need to buy him some toys. Distract him.
And then, I pray, he'll finally get a good night's sleep tonight,
and Zijun will get a good night's sleep, too.
All right, then how about this. Don't go back to work after your IV's done dripping.
You also need rest and a good night's sleep at home.
If you're willing to go home, then I'll agree to buy and deliver the toys for you.
Really?
I'm a man of my word.
Okay. Then I'll go home.
When I was young, I used to be so clever, sweet, and obedient.
Nowadays, kids have no real attachment to anyone.
They're only loyal to whoever's rich or has the biggest house.
Thank goodness I was never desperate to have children
and raise them for twenty years,
betting on whether they'd have the filial piety to take care of their poor, hardworking mother until her death.
Even with a fever this high, you're still so eloquent.
Looks like you're fine after all. So, really, don't worry about anything.
Your intelligence definitely puts you on a tier above Chen Junsheng.
Just go home and relax.
I will right my personal wrongs with him through work. You can be sure of that.
Then I'm already worried for Chen Junsheng's fate.
Okay, Madam Tang. Eat some vitamins for your health.
Director Han, you called.
Do we still have the exhibit accessories we used at that promotion with Liv Company?
The items should be at the storehouse,
but they might be inconvenient to find since there's a lot of things.
Then I'll ask you to help me dig them out. I'm taking them with me after work.
Don't worry about it, just help me get them.
Got it.
Are you planning on lugging all these parts home for yourself?
This one's just missing a screw at the joint here. It shouldn't be hard to put back together.
And these damaged ones only require a little refurbishing.
Okay, you'll need to help me carry these downstairs.
Okay.
Here.
[ 47 ]
Brother He Han.
Here.
Right on time. Thanks.
Also, thank Old Zhuo for me.
You're welcome. What do you need these for?
They're presents for a friend.
Friend? What friend?
It's for Luo Zijun. Her son likes these things.
So, the food is also for him?
Yes. Tang Jing told me he's not been very well lately.
I want to console him a little.
Is Mrs. Perfect also going?
She's not going. She's sick.
Sick? What's wrong with her?
Why are you asking so many questions?
Everyone can get sick. You can also get sick.
But I always thought she never gets sick.
I always thought she could only be beautiful and flawless. She's my goddess.
You are my Mr. Perfect [literally: Male God].
Your Mr. Perfect is Old Zhuo.
Brother He Han. I have a question for you.
DId you know Old Zhuo has a motorcycle?
I know. Never rode it. What's the matter?
Nothing.
If there's a day where I saw him, not only riding it, but also
he was with a girl?
Do you think they're in what kind of relationship?
No way!
Why not? It can be! I really saw him with that girl!
Then it is because he likes that woman.
It's not you, is it?
I'm going then. Bye bye, Mr. Perfect. See you, Mr. Perfect.
Ping'er, I'll make you some fried rice with yesterday's leftover corn and peas, okay?
No, I want to eat Ms. Ya Qin's stewed meat and rice.
Stewed meat and rice...
How about we eat that tomorrow? I'll buy some meat tomorrow after work to make it for you.
How about this -- let's order takeout!
We have a bunch of yummy takeout menus right here, look!
Tell me which pictures look good. Mom will call them to get it delivered.
I don't wanna eat.
Coming.
Why are you here?
Ping'er, come here!
- Uncle He Han!- See if you like this.
- What is this? - Wow, it's Bumblebee!
Hey, don't open it yet. Take it inside first, see if you like it.
Wait -- did you come over just to deliver toys to him?
Tang Jing said your kid's been in a bad mood. She wanted me to deliver some toys.
Where's Tang Jing?
- She's sick.- Sick?
When she took me this morning, she was fine. How is she sick now?
Isn't it because I've been bothering her too much lately?
Then, if you have any problems later, try to fix them yourself.
If you can't fix them yourself, you can just call me.
At least during this week, we can agree to this. To let her rest for a bit.
I got it.
- Do you like it?- Yes!
Okay, done. Everything's inside,
you can go home. You and Tang Jing are both very busy people, don't waste any time.
I have to at least help him install all of that.
Besides, if that little guy really likes it
then it's not wasting time.
Ping'er!
Take me to your room, I'll show you a magic trick.
Okay!
Then what's with these pots?
These are ingredients for soup, from Old Zhuo.
Just simmer them in the pot for a bit, and you'll have dinner.
Don't run too fast!
How do you open this pot?
I'll help you in a moment.
What are we doing after this?
After this... Have you finished your homework yet?
Nope.
Then go to do your homework first. I'll start building this for you.
How long is that gonna take?
I'll be done once you're done with your homework.
Okay!
Mr. He Han, I finished my homework!
When can I go in?
Wait a second, I'm almost done!
What are you doing right now?
I'm building something for you. Wait a second.
Oh, I see it! There's Bumblebee! And Optimus Prime!
Quickly, get in!
Wow!
What a huge Bumblebee! I've never owned such a giant Bumblebee before.
Wow, there's also all this stuff here!
There's also this. Do you like it?
This is even cooler. I really like it.
Then in the future, would you rather be here or in your old house?
Here, of course!
Mr. He Han, when you leave, are you gonna take these with you?
I can leave them here, but you have to agree to some terms.
No problem. What terms?
In the future, you need to listen to your mom and sleep well every night.
No problem! I agree to that.
Okay, go to play!
Okay!
Whee~
Thank you so much. Thank you for thinking of this idea.
Recently, I've honestly
kept hoping that he could live happily over here
without always crying about wanting to go back.
Your idea was better than any of mine.
Okay! You two eat. I'm leaving.
That... that...
That meal. How do you do it?
I'll teach you.
Okay. Leave the pot open a bit and then eat.
It's that simple?
It's that simple.
I'm really curious. How did you eat before? You didn't cook?
I do cook! I make... things like stir-fried tomatoes and eggs... or egg-fried rice...
Dishes that Ya Qin used to make.
I don't know how to do it very well. I'm learning at the moment.
I don't need it right now, I can just order take out.
Takeout food is not very healthy.
I know that. Everyone who orders takeout knows it's not healthy, but I have no choice right now.
Okay, wait a bit and then eat. If you like how it tastes
I'll get Old Zhuo to bring you a couple pots every week.
That'll take care of two or three of your meals.
Didn't I say I didn't want to be a bother to you?
This is not called bothersome. It's called fixing a problem.
If you let the child eat takeout food, and he gets sick after eating
now that's called bothersome.
Aren't you eating?
I'm not eating. You guys eat. Ping'er, bye bye!
Bye bye!
You... wait a minute.
That... I won't keep you. I know you have appointments
and also you probably don't wanna eat with us.
Eat this on your way home.
You stayed at our house until this late, and you didn't even eat. I feel really bad.
Take it. Don't drive while starving, it's not good.
Fine! Thanks.
Thank you.
- Bye bye!- Bye bye!
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[ An Da Building ]
"In The Pouring Rain" by Ye Linsheng
♫ In the torrential rain, among the busy cars. ♫
♫ Why is the image of your face still so clear? ♫
♫ I hold my breath, watching you as you leave. ♫
♫ Why do I feel my heart slightly wavering? ♫
♫ When did I start becoming used to your presence? ♫
♫ Your calls always appear at the perfect time. ♫
♫ My heart has sold me out. ♫
♫ I still have a little hope ♫
♫ that you will come back, searching for me. ♫
♫ In the torrential rain, among the busy cars. ♫
♫ Why is the image of your face still so clear? ♫
♫ I hold my breath, watching you as you run towards me. ♫
♫ My heart is slightly wavering. ♫